This sucks, what's wrong with my cable and my phone !

Why don't I just take a break.
Like just now.
I almost bang a tree and died, could've killed three person inside the car.
Damn.

Awesome and awful nights I've been through.
I still don't get what is it that I really want. 'cause all the things I wanted, doubt.
To love a person, it's really hard. as I always knew. The hardest part for me to be in love is when, you started thinking and wondering, when will this end. forever? Twilight saga for me it's just another fairytale.
And I'm trying really hard to stay awake, to stay alert, anytime/anywhere, I don't wanna get heart disease. again. not of the lack of love nor hate. Just pure.. emoness. yea.
It sounds just weird, but really..
I don't wanna loose you. I don't wanna loose anything that we are holding right now.

Just got back from little genting.
Goin' to bed now.
It's 4am in the morning. sleeping at this time, is not new anymore.
btw, spm two more papers to go.
chem & mandarin. fcuk it.

'the meaning of love is so abstract nobody knows the true definition of it. everyone has his or her own interpretations. all's not lost, it's only time that is lost. i'm sure you'll find someone who truly treasures you. :)'

'the hardest part is to explain to yourself :it's over. when you handle it then there's hope to move on..'

Remember the times when you got really heart broken?
When you want to get up but you couldn't?
When you want to forget and you couldn't?
when you know you gotta move on you couldn't.

Btw,
papers today aren't as tough as i thought ;)

SPM PLEASE LOVE ME WITH ALL YOUR HEART.

I'll love you too.

Goodluck everyone.

15days to full freedom.

And sometimes it hurts when you say you're sorry and stuff.

Btw, i really miss my straight hair ;(
And, miss MM too ;(
MISS DARL THE MOST ;(

I wanna wake up where you are.

lelove.

Friday,
watched 2012. awesome? not really. But was okay. Happy ending though ;)
It does make people wonder what if 2012 is really true? what if the world is really coming to an end? what would you do? are you afraid? hahaaa.. i already told my baby Darl that he will have to marry me if the world really ends x) only if he remembers, doubt ;)
Had dinner at Kim Gary, the usual place. After that, bought a shirt from Kitschen, which i left it at Darl's house that night grr. Headed to AC then. Overnight at Darl's house with perkyang & siching. Slept at 4am ;)

Saturday,
perkyang & siching left before Darl wake up from bed. He is such a big baby ;( He took me home in the evening. Nobody was home at first, i watched Tv alone quite awhile, almost felt asleep. But then parents came back. I showered, and we went out for dinner at uncle Alvin's house ;) steamboat. Loads of seafood was served ;) was happy with it. All of them are mom and dad's really old & good friends, i think i know them too. After dinner, dad offered me whiskey lmao ;) haha, rare enough. They had brandy, whiskey, red wine and some korean wine there, of course i had them all ;) heh. Got home at 3 am.

Sunday,
pyramid again, with mom ;) objective was to shop. Had dinner at Bubba Gump. Bought a pants at Kitschen again ;) I had a tattoo on my back now x) wee.
Ohhh Uncle and aunt came for a visit today =] had dinner again with them. I had two dinners today xD hah.

Two days more to spm ;) goodluck friends.

Night Darl ;)

BEFORE

VS

AFTER.

yuck, i regretted la okayy ;(

I PERMED MY HAIR !

I have short fringe and curled hair now, so not me. Totally new for me, 'cause I've never see myself with curled hair. Didnt know what went through my mind actually. It only looks nice when I tie it all up, my hair is still too short for it. Gonna wait til it gets longer ;)

OH YEAA, TO EVON ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

EVON THE CUTIE ;)

bffs ♥

love love love you ;)

May our friendship last forever
♥

Phewww... finally done with editing and adding things to my blog. It's 2.34am. I'm tired, really. My eyes are heavy. I have school tomorrow, gosh.

I woke up this afternoon, it was around 2pm i guess.

The first thing i do was goin' on9. The second goes to brushing and cleaning.

I turned on the Tv later on, watched 'G to Gents'.. while i'm half way watching, Glenn called, but i know it was darl's idea. DUHH ;) because he THOUGHT he made me unhappy last night, so he was tyring to make it up to me by calling and driving me out to Asia cafe. I knew i was goin' to be bored somehow, but.. oh well he is trying. I'm still very happy to see him. He is still really sick, poor baby i pity him ;(

1. Reached there around 4pm, settled down and had tea.


2. FTZ for Dota again, there's when i'm starting to get boreddddd ;) i was only playing facebook.


3. An hour later, went upstairs to look for friends.


4. When we were planning to go back and went downstairs, I accidentally bumped into one of my ex-boyfriend. I call that unfortunate ;)


5. We changed our plan, and went upstairs once again. Darl played pool awhile. We were gonna have dinner with Glenn's mom.


6. I forgot what time it was, we had steamboat for dinner. It was nice ;)


7. After that, i went home with Darl and left Glenn and his mom.


8. I was worrying bout my Facebook-Cafe world, b'cause i knew my food was spoiling ;(


9. I left Darl at 1030pm. I went home.


10. Now, here I am.

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I'm so sleepy right now, i'm goin' to bed.

Starting to miss my Darl already ;) Good night people.

OH btw, i made up my mind, that I'm not goin' to my schools' Prom Night.
But I'm goin' to Darl's Prom, hopefully ;)